May Arav opens up about the reactions: "I'm broken. They're getting into my underwear"
After turning her Instagram into a hot spot, partly due to swimsuit photos, the reality star now admits she can no longer handle it — and is weighing her next steps on social media. In a series of videos she uploaded to her "confidants" list, she said through tears: "Grandmothers are writing me things I would never have the courage to write."
Almost a year has passed since May Arav left reality TV for the world after — which, as it seems now, has taken a toll on her. Alongside gossip headlines about her turbulent love life, 21-year-old Arav now reveals through tears that she is still dealing with harsh reactions — which, according to her, come from women and grandmothers who attack her on social media, where she often posts revealing photos.
In a series of stories she uploaded to her spam account on Instagram (accounts intended to maintain a closer and more intimate connection with confidants), she admitted: "I'm broken."
"I am in a difficult dilemma. It feels like I am investing my all into showing my life and that it is a little less comfortable for me lately. I feel that all my preoccupation with social media is draining my joy of life. I don't know if it's because of the criticism, the messages, the mess that never ends, but it's starting to tire me out a little. Not in the sense that I hate creating content, but in the sense that it feels like in this period of life I need some quiet for a moment."
Later, Arav shared how she longs for a break from social media:
"I am posting much less... because enough, it's like I'm already tired of it, it feels like they are getting into my underwear, and for everything I do I have to think a million times, it feels not fun, not fun anymore."
The reality star, whose name has been linked to contestants like Erez Isakov and Tom Bracha, and with recent reports of a new relationship with soccer player Michael Ohana, added in another video:
"In life, no matter what, I will not write a bad comment to a person. There are older women — even grandmothers who write things I would never have the courage to write. Where else can one go? I want to say that I'm broken. There comes a stage where you think it will pass sometime and it physically doesn't pass. It's not annoying, it's exhausting. I tell myself, what did I do wrong to people that they still have the courage? I don't know what I will do."
Usually, we note, there is a general agreement among followers not to leak details from the spam account, which, as mentioned, does not always happen.
