Itzik Saidian Reflects on PTSD Recovery and Mission to Help Veterans

Five years have passed since the harrowing moment outside the rehabilitation department when Itzik Saidian set himself on fire in protest against the state's treatment of combat veterans suffering from post-traumatic stress disorder.

In a candid interview, Saidian describes the psychological and systemic struggle that followed, revealing how the incident transformed into his current mission to rehabilitate wounded fighters. His journey began during Operation Protective Edge in 2014 as a young Golani fighter.

The Trauma of Battle

Saidian fought in the fierce battles of Shejaiya, losing close comrades including Ben Vaanunu. He speaks of overwhelming survivor's guilt and nightmares, compounded by a strong sense of social stigma. When he initially requested recognition for his psychological wounds, the defense ministry dismissed his claims, arguing his condition predated his military service.

If I came broken from home, why did you draft me with a profile of 97? Why am I fit to enter and fight for you... and after I leave the war you turn your back on me?

Driven by desperation and the desire to spark a massive public awakening, he took extreme action, leading to months of critical medical care, artificial respiration, and a miraculous physical and psychological recovery.

A New Mission in Life

Today, Saidian has embraced faith, Hasidic teachings, and surfing as part of his ongoing healing process. Bearing physical and emotional scars, he dedicates his life to helping other veterans find meaning and hope.